Renewal Of Faith

Name:            Millie McConnell
Email:           milliemcconnell@hotmail.com
Location:        Bedroom in British Columbia
Anonymous:       
Type:            NDE
Date:            Friday, December 10, 1999
Time:            07:32 PM

On October 28, 1998 I was almost asleep when I found myself floating above my body. Looking down I saw my husband sleeping and my body just laying there - like I was dead. I was slowly floating towards the ceiling and remember thinking, "I'm going to hit the ceiling" and reached out my hands to stop hitting it and WHOOSH! I was instantly in another dimension.

It was an open field and before me stood two angels. They wore blue caps identical to the angel of death figures in movies where you can't see their faces. One of the two angels came over to me and lifted me up in its arms and suddenly we were in another totally different dimension.

There was a spiral stairway leading upwards towards the most brilliant light that radiated the feeling of "coming home". It was the most intense love - one that we will never experience in this lifetime.

I noticed people - some singular and some with others and then others that had angels assisting them. But the strange thing was that "I" was being carried!

I remember asking (In thought - not words like we do here on Earth) "Why am I being carried and the others must walk?" The angel replied, "You have accomplished everything that you were sent to do plus more. We are very proud of you and this is your reward".

I was almost at the light and suddenly thought to myself (so I thought) "I don't want my husband to wake up beside my dead body" - WHOOSH! I was back in my body!

Prior to this experience: I had a baby almost three years ago that had died 30 hours after birth. This was my daughter. Many prior hardships had happened and the final clincher was my mothers death almost two years ago. Suddenly. She was my very heart and my faith was shattered. I went into the hospital chapel and had a "One on One" with God. I never hurt a soul in my lifetime. I have never done drugs and am a good woman. Why was I having so much sorrow in my life? Why did I always loose the things/people I loved most in my life?

After two and a half hours, I emerged from the chapel stronger, calmer and encased/radiating peace and love! This remains with me today.

But still - prior to the dream - I still questioned the WHY's? After the dream, I then questioned: "When I was on the other side - Why did I not see my mom and dad and my baby girl? Mom appeared to me that night and said, "If we had to have been there, it wouldn't have been YOUR choice to stay or go back!

It had to be YOUR decision". That made perfect sense.

Yes. God is there/here and everywhere. The love is so wonderful and the joy that that is waiting when I die is very comforting.

Love all those whom your life touches. Help others and most of all - FORGIVENESS is very very important. We are ALL human and forgiveness is the very essence of love.

Please email your response or shared vision.

PS: A librarian took me to a section in the library that had the TIME LIFE BOOK series: The one titled, PSYCHIC PHENOMENA held a photo titled "JACOBS LADDER".

This was my dream! I too experienced jacobs dream! It was doubly confirmed!

milliemcconnell@hotmail.com