Near Death Experience

From:	Theo de Backer [tjo@rendo.dekooi.nl]
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Type: NDE

At the end of 1996 I have had a NDE, but let me first introduce myself. I'm Theo. I'm 37 years young. During a simple operation, they were taken out my appendix, I was aware of everything. I felt everything. I heard everything, but I just couldn't move. The doctors saw on the monitor that there was something wrong, but they couldn't do a thing about it. They gave me more morfine and that sort of things, but it did not help at all. I was screaming, but there was no sound to be heard.

After the operation they wheeled me to a awakenessroom. There my heart stopped. I realized Iwas dead and there was nothing to do about it. But still I was thinking. So I mst be something I thought about Descartes who said:"I think,so I am". I realized that those words were very true at that very moment. I was freed of my body. I felt very free and clean. I thougt:"That's a cheap way to loose your life"Nothing can harm me. I'm free".

To make a long story short; I saw the univere, the meaning of everything, the past, the present , the future, the true, my life backwards and so on, and so on.

My whole life has changed. I became more than a believer. Before I was a non-believer. I am aware. There, I was waken up. On earth we all are asleep. But now I'm back I realize that there is much more to happen in all kind of ways.

God made it all. He made the functions we are making the form. We are always looking for the answers, but that is not important. The questions are important. There lies the truth.To became alive at birth I was a hero, lik everyone else on earth. We are to learn something of life. And the ownly thing that's really true are your thougths. The rest is keeping up appearance.

I wanna commun icate with NDE-ers.

Please, send me your E-mail on tjo@rendo.dekooi.nl