The Bond

Name:            Jennifer Stahr
Email:           jstahr@tickets.com
Location:        
Type:            Channeling
Date:            Saturday, September 16, 2000
Time:            09:50 PM

I remember the summer that My Grandmother was moving to North Carolyna. What I remember most vividly about it was the sudden feeling that I would never see my Grandmother alive again. I had, had nightmares after nightmares about seeing this frail, half decomposed human body lying in a coffin heading towards an ugly sort of twisted fire place where the body would begin it's cremation process. I remember looking in to this coffin as it glided past me, and seeing this creature with a face that was so familiar but yet because of the thin frame I couldn't quite pin point who it was.

The day finally came when My Grandmother moved away. My Mom had given her a ride to the airport. I remember crying to My Grandmother begging her to stay, telling her that if she left I would never see her again. Maybe it was premonition of some sort or just being an over dramatic 13 year old girl, but three months later we got a call from My Aunt (who lived with my grandmother), that My Grandmother was dying of cancer. Although I did in fact see My Grandmother after she left, every time that I saw her she looked as if she was decomposing without being dead. My Grandmother who was normally a really pleasantly plump woman grew to be thinner, and more sickly looking every time.

My Grandmother after several months of sickness wanted to then move in with us so she could be with her Grandchildren before she died. One day while at school I had the weirdest feeling come over. After school I ran home into My Grandmothers room and said "I love you Grandma", and as I turned to walk out the door heard her take her last breath.

It was the weirdest thing, the first thing that popped into my head at school when I had that strange feeling was did you tell Grandma you loved her? A few days later My Grandmother was cremated. That was some thing not even my Mother knew My Grandmother wanted.