Good Bye My Friend

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Story type: Channelling
Location: my home, in bed
Source: Form Submission

A very good friend of mine had breast cancer; she did very well until the end. She was a lovely woman, very vain, always primping and telling us what a nice looking woman she was at her age...she was filled with life and love...you would have to know her to appriciate her.It was so funny..we use to tease her about fixing her hair and makeup on the way to work! She loved to ride around in her car..(usually with pink curlers in her long brown hair) she could never sleep, so she would get up and ride and ride until she got tired or until she had to go to work. I lived in another city during her illnes, and was not able to see her often. I had heard from some close friends that she was told that she only had six months to live, she was afraid for people to see her so helpless and without her hair...she prayed to God to take her soon..and not let her suffer thru the pain of the "ugly" part of dying..the helplessness...

She was weighing heavy on my heart one night, I wrote her a long 6 page letter telling her how much I loved her, and how she had brought such joy to my life in the years I had known her...I sealed up the envelope and addressed it to her. The next morning my mother called to say she had passed....I was devestated...not so much that she had died, God had answered her prayer...but the fact that I felt she had left me without me letting her know what she truly ment to me. Weeks went by and the overwhelming sadness stayed with me. One night in my dreams she came to me...in her CAR!! It was like she was flying thru the air in her car..I went up to the window..she had her hair in curlers (!) and I said her name. She just smiled and said," I can't roll my window down, I just wanted you to know I am fine...Don't worry about me, I am fine...I am happy..." Ever since that night I have had such peace about her death. I know she came to me...