Channeling

From: lindsay (lindsay_horton@hotmail.com)
Story type: Channelling
Location: San Antonio Tx
Source: Form Submission

Do you believe in life after death? I do. I have several experiences that have convinced me that this is not the only reality. When I was a very young girl I had a cousin who I loved dearly. His name is Scott. I am 6 years older than him. But it always seemed as if we were not just relatives but something deeper. Our age difference meant nothing. It was like we could read each others mind. We were so close and then as sometimes things go we drifted apart. Growing up...getting married. I will always regret that we did drift on different paths. He got into a good marrige with a lovely woman but there was something despretly missing. He killed himself in the autumn of 1989.

I have always had paranormal dreams from the time I could remember and have seen many strange things that came true. In this dream he came to me. He had shot himself in the head.

We are walking on what seems to be the grounds of a hospital. It is beautiful where we are walking. His head has a bandage around it. As we are walking (I am somehow supporting him...like an arm under his arm so he can stand straight) He turns and looks at me and says" Wouldn't it be wonderful if K knew I had not really died?" K is his wifes name. When I woke up it took me several minutes to re-orientate myself. Time passes. I am not one to remember death dates. But I am in the shower about 2 months ago November 2000 and all of a sudden I get this feeling of total love. I feel his presense as if he was right with me in the darn shower.

Later that day my mother and I are talking and she mentions that today was the anniversay of my cousins death. I swear that I did NOT remeber this date nor have I ever thought about what day he did die. But he did come back to tell me that love never dies. Think of this as you will.