Two Occurrences Have Me Convinced

From: Janice Bister [mailto:jbister1@neo.rr.com]
Date: Friday, December 08, 2000 
Time: 10:34 PM
Title: Two occurrences have me convinced

Here is my angel/ghost story. When I was 15 years old I went to bed early one school night. I left my door cracked open so that only a crack of light of was let in. While I was laying on my side I heard my hardwood floors creaking like if someone was walking across it. (something was) I sat up to look at my door and right away this thick misty white figure that bowed down into prayer right beside my bed and then disappeared. It scared me and I yelled for my step mom. My real mom died of suicide when I was 7. I, to this day feel that was my mom at my bedside. I have never seen it again but it has made me very suspicious.

Ten years later my little brother who was born from my step mom was killed in a car accident on his 17th. birthday. He died at 4:30 a.m. That same night I had a dream that someone said to me in a dream "Your dad died" and I instantly woke up and sat up in bed thinking I was glad that was a dream. Well needless to say when the bad news call came in the next morning I was told to call home and I instantly thought it was my dad. Well on my brothers funeral night I was sleeping with my step mom in a double bed. Only to be woke up by a hard slap on my back. Up by my neck. I know I wasn't feeling things, it was to hard of a slap. I looked at my mom to see if she hit me and she was laying on her side not facing me. That was a strange one. Now just two months ago my old boyfriend that I was crazy about died of lung cancer at age 40. I have not laid eyes on this guy in 12 years. What kills me is he used to tell me he was going to die of lung cancer before he was 40. I shrugged off that information.

Now I have been feeling he has been in my house since he died. I get the strangest feelings now that I know he is dead. I know being the kind of person he was he has things to do before he can leave this earth permanently. I'm kind of afraid in this big house I live in now. My lights have been flickering every now and again and it's always cold in here. With the heat up high. Plus I have dreams that he is around still,. I had a dream one night not too long ago that my old boyfriend came up to me from behind (I couldn't see his face) and put his arms around me and he said, "the doctor said I" and I woke up and I can't remember what else he said. But it was so real. And twice now I've had dreams that I am flying (rushing) real fast and I can't stop and while I'm flying I'm telling Jim to show his face to me. This big old house I live in isn't helping me any. Thanks for reading this. I guess my point is I do believe in ghosts firmly, and I do not put anything past anything. There is a reason for everything. Jan Bister