Drowning

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Date submitted: Sat Dec 24 17:39:01 2011

I have had memories of past lives for as long as I can remember. Some are more detailed then others. The one that stands out the most is a life in which I drowned. What was weird about this memory is that not only did I experince everything but I could see everything that was happening as if I was watching TV. I am female in this life but this life I was a male.

I was on a boat with my wife along with the Captain. My wife and I were on the Deck looking at the stars..I can remember that I was so in love with this woman. At some point the captain tells us that there is a storm approaching and to get down below until it passes. I take my wife down stairs and tell her to wait here till I return, that I am going to help the captain secure the boat. While I am securing the boat the Storm comes in quicker then expected. I am not able to get to below so I take refuge elsewhere. While I am doing this my wife comes up to find me and a wave washes her overboard. When it all calms down I clean up and go down stair to get my wife but she is gone. In my mind I think she has come up to look for me. As I am searching the boat for her I start to get this panic feeling but will not believe that anything has happened. I make excuses in my head like maybe she is just hiding. The Captain tells me she is not on the boat that she must have fallen overboard, but I won't listen. Eventually I tell him to turn around that if she did fall over that she is not dead that she is probably just waiting for me to come get her. I just could not accept that she is gone. Eventually I jump in the water to look for her. I can hear the Captain trying to talk some sense into me but I am not hearing any of it. There is almost like this agenda to prove to him that she is not dead. As I am diving in and out of the water and the last time I dive I see her. She is swimming to me and I remember thinking See, I knew she was alive. But the truth was I drowned and she came to get me. I remember she was glowing and we embrassed. The next thing I remember is seeing a light that got bigger and bigger and it formed the shape of a tunnel. As we were walking in this tunnel The Overwhelming love I felt for my wife disappeared. That was not important anymore. This tunnel was so full of love and knowledge that there is no way I could explain it. I knew instantly what my lesson in that life was...I was there to work on Rejection. As I got closer to the edge I woke up crying. (Which explains why I have a fear of large bodies of water)