spidery

From: Krystal Charles (princessmaverickk@yahoo.com)
Story type: Ghost
Location: everywhere around me
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Tue Jan 18 10:25:27 2011

i started to notice something was wrong when i was a kid. it happened when i was living in one of my many homes. i would be sleeping at one point but the next i would be wide awake, staring at a wall. i don't know what woke me, i never heard anything. but, i do notice that i feel something. i can feel something around me, as if another presence was trying to smother mine. the room wouldn't get cold, i don't think so. but this feeling, like something bad was going to happen, crawls all over me. it feels like ants are all over my skin, trying to get under it.

i find it hard to breathe. i know for a fact my heart rate quickens and i am breathing those shallow breaths. then i always hear like a static noise. my skin crawls always a little bit faster, as if spiders were all over me now. i don't hear a whisper in the air but in my head. it scares me to death. i don't move because i feel that whatever is calling to me will see me and take me.

it has happened since i was a kid and still today. it doesn't happen as often or at night. i get it at day time too. when i'm at home by myself at night, it gets worse. it comes swiftly and i can hardly breath. to feel secure i close all doors and anything that will open. i don't feel safe in my room cause that force, whatever it is, smothers me. choking me. i sleep on the couch. this never happens when my family or someone is near me.

this feeling, it comes fast and it hangs around. i never see what it is that is around me, but i catch glimpses of it. it is tall and dark and i can't see its face. i saw it once in a tv in one of my homes. it has followed me around since. from state to state, its followed me. i can't its face and it moves quickly. in the tv i saw it coming slowly toward me, like it was going to touch me. i was transfixed, watching as it glided across the ground. moving ever slowly to touch me. when its hand reached out to touch me, i turned around. there was nothing there. but then,i heard it whisper behind me. i didn't really hear it with my ears. its never been that way. i heard it in my head. i turned to look, and it wasn't there anymore.

it's still around and i can feel it. i jsut don't know how to get rid of it. but i will. eventually.