NDE

From: Joe B Williams JR (joebwilliamsjr_49@yahoo.com)
Story type: Near Death Experience
Location: Home on patio
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Mon Sep 12 20:18:13 2011

My brother, sister-in-law, 2 friends and my wife were all on the back patio. We had a couple beersand were just enjoying the evening. Nothing exciting happening, nothing out of the ordinary.

I started to feel strange, no pain, no dizziness, nothing. I felt myself start to fad out. I knew something was wrong. I could feel it but was not affraid or scared. There were things from my past that were zomming past and through my mine. They came and went so fast they were hardly recognizable. Then I felt myself difting away. I keep drifting furthure and further. I could not see anything. No visability of myself or anyone else there. All of a sudden I could make out that I was part of a large groupe of people moving in the same direction. I had no idea of where I was going or why. I had floated with all these people for what felt like some time. All of a sudden I was stopped. Not sure if I stopped or was stopped in another way. In a very fast moment I came to. My wife and brother were standing over me calling my name.

I asked then to let me sit up straight and when I did I felt so ellated, so joyfull, so jubalent. I felt as though I had been apart of something so devine and I was lucky to be a part of that. I tried to explain the feeling and where I was. All I got was strange looks and confussion. I sat there for a few moments and just felt great. I looked at my wife and told her how much I loved her and that I was gone but was sent back and was not sure why.

I started to have the same feeling retunr again. I looked at my wife again and told her to call 911. She did and the paramedics came and took me to the hospital ER. Thestaff there did all the normal test, EKG, CAT SCAN, blood workups and nothing. Every test that was done came back perfect. These same tests that were done less than a year ago was not perfect. They showed High BP, Irregular heart rate, hyper tention.

Nor the docs or anyone else has been able to help explain what has happened to me. I have so many questions and no answeres. Why was I sent back? Why didn't I stay or go on? Was I not good enough or had not done enough to go on? All that remains now are these questions and feeling of loss.