Met with Loving Light

From: amit ahuja (forahuja@gmail.com)
Story type: Angel
Location: delhi, india
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Wed Oct 13 22:35:03 2010

This happened eleven year ago. Doctors had told us that my grandfather's death is inevitable. And I was unable to let go. Partly because of fear of death and partly because it was my first experience to see death in my close family. Nothing was soothing to my nerves then. And all I would think of Why ? Why ? Why ?....

So this cold night in January, something happened which gave me some positivity amidst sad times surrounding my family. I went to sleep as usual although the last thoughts were regarding my grandpa's imminent death. When I woke up, it was still a night time, I was in balcony outside my room and facing a light. There was no particular face to this White Light, it was just glowing loving light. I say loving since this is what I felt as if tons of love is radiating from this light and somehow I was feeling every bit of it.

(If it was a dream, it was strange... since I have never before thought/ heard of a Loving Light). Anyway, I felt so safe & secure that I started telling this White Light regarding my grandpa's health and my concern for him. But the strange thing I felt was that although I moved my lips to speak out my concerns, but no words came out, at least I couldn't hear myself. Then I realized that no outward conversation is required and automatically all thoughts would get transfered to this white light and vice versa. But out of habit, I kept repeating the error of speaking as we humans normally do. But I never saw any mouth/face/features of this white light. And yet it expressed back which I felt within my consciousness. So my questions led to a state in conversation where I knew that death is inevitable for all beings in this world. So my next concern was "Where would my grandpa go after he is dead ?". And the white light responded which felt in my consciousness as - "Come and see for yourself".

With my thought of following the light, I saw myself floating after White Light. With that, I started focusing on what was below me. I saw us cross window and into the room and saw myself (my body) and my mother lying next to me on bed. Then the floating White Light pointed (as if the hands emerged) me towards the cabinet. It was strange, since what can we find in a cabinet ? Instead of clothes in cabinet, I saw a long alley inside with a beautiful black and white checkerboard marble floor inside. As we continued, I saw several wide wooden beautifully carved doors. And the Light pointed me towards one door in specific. I opened that door and saw several Budhist monk sitting in circle on floor and chanting "Budham sharnam ghachami". I felt a wave of relief. And I confirmed with the Light whether my grandpa would be joining to budhist monk's ceremony. To which White Light replied in affirmation, which again I felt it in me with no audible words spoken.

There after I got up in my bed with a jerk, still feeling the same emotions, ie, relief. Next day, my grandpa finally left this physical world. And very strangely, from that time onwards, I have become intuitive. I knew the next day when phone would ring. I knew what the message would be. I knew everything in advance and in details.

I still am not sure whether that experience, night in january 1999 was a dream or a reality ? But it still feels good thinking about this experience.