Standing in the Darkness with My Deceased Husband

From: Sandra (sandra7091@hotmail.com)
Story type: Ghost
Location: Australia
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Thu May 15 23:28:55 2008

My husband and friend of 22 yrs commited suicide 10 mnths ago.He left me and my children all alone. He left no explanation as to why he did what he did. I returned home from work to discover that he was hanging in our bedroom. 6 mnths later one night i became very distressed, {still trying to comprehend what and why he did what he did}.

I remember that i started to cry and felt like i was breaking down. What happened next is still in my mind as clear as day.

The next thing i knew i was standing opposite to him! It was completely black all around us and there was no floor under us ,i wasnt floating but there was nothing around or under us. Just blackness. I can remember that i was talking to him, but not with words. it was like communicating through thought..i couldn't hear anything but i could feel the communication through thought. I cant recollect what we said (i really wish i could}. All i know is we were standind there together communicating.

Now the strange thing also is it felt like a short time, but my friend and children say i was crying and rambling words for 4 hours. I have no recollection of them being there with me. My friend told me she heard me arguing with him, angry one minute and crying the next. She says i kept saying to him. "Wait ! im coming now! Hang on a minute." With that, she said they held me down on the bed for the next 3 hours worried that i was going to hurt myself so that i could join him. After 3 hours had passed i just fell to sleep.

The next morning as they told me what had happened, i was shocked as i dont remember anything but that i was standing there with him in blackness. I only wish i could remember what was said between me and my husband! Has anything like this happened to anyone else?