Beautiful Shivers

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Story type: Angel
Location: south africa
Source: Form Submission
Date submitted: Thu Dec 13 08:24:34 2007

To start off my story i would just like to tell you what i'm gonna tell you sounds like something from a movie or a book but is honestly the most amazing experience i've ever had!

my father passed away about 8 years ago. i'm now 17. and growing up without a father figure is the loneliest feeling. i am a girl but i missed out on having a dad to comfort me!

when i was younger i was the apple of my father's eyes! i ment the world to him and everything he did was for me except for one, he had an affair and my mom wanted a divorce. this was the hardest thing for my dad as it meant he wouldnt see me as often anymore. so because of this he commited suicide.

so about a year ago i went to a friend she had this guy over that she liked. i have never met this guy before and he never knew me. i was sitting on the couch when he approached me and said "i know you from somewhere. feels like i've known you forever." i just laughed and carried on watching tv when he said " he still dont know the what really happend to your dad hey?" my knees went weak and i was shocked,

i asked him how he knew that my dad passed away and he said my father had appeared to him in a dream the night before! this was strange! i didn't think he was telling the truth. to be honest i didnt appreciate what he had said to me so i moaned at him. he carried on by saying i was my dad's everything, i was the reason he didnt kill himself years before!

i got a shiver down my neck when he said this and wanted to burst out in tears. he told me that in his "dream" he had seen a dark car, and a pipe leading from the exhaust pipe. and because my mine had never told me how my died died i was very intrested. (the next day i asked my mom and she was stunned she burst into tears too!) this guy went on and told me my dad still hasn't forgiven himself and that his watching me all the time and he knows i'm angry. that's when i said to myself" i probley will never forgive him either! "and i dont want him to be watching over me cause he should never have gone" at that second i turned my head cause i felt a tear rolling down my face. i was wondering if my dad was really always there! then this warm feeling came across my face and stayed there for about a minute. if you don't know what i'm talking about put your hands over your face close but just not touching it! that's the warmth i felt. right then i knew my dad was there! i'll never forget it! it was beautiful! till this day when ever i'm scared or sad and i feel like giving up i get that warm feeling but not just on my face its all around my body! i now know my dad is my guardian angel!:)