Angel

From: Amanda (butterfly_chic_1628@hotmail.com)
Story type: Angel
Location: in the basement
Source: Form Submission

I was coming home from school one day and was suppose to go to my cousins house and me an her friend were going to hang out. When I came home my cousin was over at my house instead. I was wondering why she was there and wanted to know where her friend was. She had told me that her friend was going through a really bad and ruff time and didn't have no one to talk to. I told her that she had us and that we would help her through anything. As the years went on we help our friend(more like our sister). On my cousins birthday we had gotten a phone call and it was about our friend. She wasn't doing better and didn't want us to know that day she hung herself in her own basement. She was only 17 and my cousin was just turning 13. We went to the hositpal to see her, there she was lying there in a coma.

After a year went by I decided that I needed to move on with my life, but as life went on I was still living in the past. I was still blaming myself for her lose. That same year I was at camp with some close friends and we were walking to our rooms when I fell down to the ground and started shaking. My closest friend got scared and was crying, I had never seen her like this. I went in the Ambulance and when I was lying there on the bed I saw my friend seting there and she asked me,"Why didn't you come with me?" Ever since she asked this question I haven't been able to answer so I think she is watching over me even when my life gets hard and I know she will never leave my nor my cousin. We are so glad she is in heaven where is belongs.